these past few days have been sucky. n yest was mj open house,was seriously bored out of my mind. so i sat n looked at around.and actually seriously thought abt mj. its so un-tkgs.n plus i realised i dun quite like many ppl in mj. tkgs was so shelthered.we actually knew wat everone else was actually thinking.we knew who to avoid,trust. n to think i loved mj initially,until a few mths ago. n den i realised i just loved the tk ppl, n other frens. not the sch,just the frens. i hope im out in a yr.n not two.=(
today someone told me i had no defined personality. cos im not mature enuf yet. den i was like but if i haf no concrete personality,den who am i? am i still findin myself? n how in the world am i exactly supposed to find myself! wat does it actualli mean! how shitty.cos i dun understand anything. and by anything,i mean anything and everything.
10:30:00 pm
riane*
*riane brittany francisco *born on the 1st of july 1989 *eurasian *i believe in Christ *ex-tkgian *4e7'05 *ex-SAJCian of 06S18 *MJC now! 06S302
*loves
~God! ~mr.princess ~dots ~salt ~mr.snowy who has gone home to be with the Lord ~glitter ~pedicures,manicures! ~beautiful beaches ~animals ~friends ~daydreams ~fun
Soul Music*
at the moment the song i'm in love with:
Gwen Stefani- the Sweet Escape
Jimmy Eat World- The Middle
ya i noe this one's old,but its the one keeping me going at the moment =)
you're currently listening to
and i'm lusting after
*that pretty white camera
*a new phone that sony ericsson cyber-shot one
*a room makeover
*a whole new glam wardrobe.